Loving Dad

Started this blog to vent my pent up feeling which still sobs in solitary confinement remembering my dearest daddy.Mr.Walter Robert Jeyapaul, who had great dreams for me. Washing his grave with my tears,I try to adorn it with royal achievements.Catch a glimpse of "My Eyes are Glistening"

Friday, February 08, 2013

Love is stronger than Death


The past shadows have the power to haunt you if you are one who had allowed the thoughts of loved ones to be with you for life. Your best friends would ask you to TRY TO FORGET THE PAST AND MOVE ON. When you try doing that, you might still have more of the memories of your loved ones. For me its my Daddy dear.

7 years since Dad passed away and I've been through times that were happy, joyful and those times when I was embittered to the core. Sometimes I had the balance and poise to handle them all as one and there were the others when I'd gone insane. I know that God is with me through thick and thin and hence I keep asking Him a lotta questions. They say that we shouldn't question God, but I think that He is my Father and hence I do have the access to Him just like I had with my own Dad to whom I had posed many questions since childhood and had learnt much in the offing!

Since my 2 children keep me engaged through much of the day when I'm away from my office chores, I have little time to think of my dad. But when Cyrus craves for my love crying endlessly, until I carry him up in  my arms or until I ferry him in my car or bike, I'm shaken a bit; I feel like that sort of emotional bonding of his' might lead to lack of balance in his life if I'm gone all of a sudden. Thats a stupid thought, but I know I would want to live my life on this earth until GOD had appointed me to live. There was this day when Christina was just not letting me go embracing my legs and asking me to take her along and I just couldn't shrug her off. She had an immense grip on my shin and calf muscles and then just incapacitated me for a momentary pause. I FELT LOVE WAS STRONGER and that AGE DOESN'T MATTER.

I'm just about to put up this poster in those places where Dad sojourned. I miss you so much dear Daddy.............. Loving Kisses from your son Jean Walter